Hey guys. How's it going? Good? Gooood.... Yeah I know it's been a while, but you know what they...somethin', somethin', somethin', makes hearts grow...somethin'.

Yeah, I know I messed that up! What? wanna make somthin' of it?!Huh?! Naw, I'm playin'!

Anyhow, what's knew? Oh my sister is on DA. She's . Yeah she's more into drawings and Fanfic then poetry. Which is cool, you know. I guess go check her out if want. She still a kid so be nice.

(and shy if your reading this, don't comment. We live together you lazy punk! Get off your but and come tell what you want!)

So let us see what else. I'm sorry for anyone who's waiting for my Yu Yu Hakusho fanfic. It's been so hard to get damn seventh chapter up! Anyway just know, I'm workin on it. I'll get up there!

Speakin of gettin stuff up! I'm thinking of doing alittle more drawings. I think it'd be cool for the Oc's I'm planning. I just need to get better! However if there is anyone that might want to draw them for me... that would be awesome!!! Just tell me and I'll send some descriptions.

And I'd also like to talk about somethin else.Salad Days! it's this totally awesome manga on DA, made by . It's about a school of supernatural beings and the four friends that attend it. There's a bitchy, cool vampire chick, a hyper werewolf girl, a miss Perfect poltergeist, and :gasp:! A lady Grim Reaper!!

So yeah it's totally awesome! And that's about all I want to update about today. So Hasta Luego!

YAY!! Updated!! Let's give a big round of applause to Me!!:crickets creeking in the audience:...O_O mutters:Well I thought it was special... Any who, let's get to the down and dirty, shall we! ahem...
HOLLY FREAKIN' CRAP!!! I'M 17 YEARS OLD!!!! I'M YEAR OLDER THEN I WAS LAST YEAR! I'M ALMOST FREAKIN' LEGAL!!!
: panting: :deep breathing:


Oookay now that that's out of my system, I'd like to tell you more about me, myself and I and our wonderfull life together! My boy trouble seems to be the only evidance that there is any of that kind of love in my life. The guy I mention last time has now made it clear he does not want a girlfriend right now, though he is still too effectionate to help to stop these oh-so-craptacular feelings of mine!Which is why I must divice a way to thoroughly eliminate these caring love-dovey feelings and once again be the oh so loving bitch I've always been to my friends at school!


Unfortuantly, I have found that my ealier plans were unbenficial do to police interference. Something about federal charges and kidnapping and deporting being bad...I don't know,I space out...oh look a birdy! So I have decided to hate him when I remember to. Either that or wait and hope I can slowly but surly kill the feelings untill nothing is left.


Yes I know that doesn't sound right, but it works for me so deal with it!! Besides it's for the best! i know didn't mention this earlier but..he's... a freshman :gasp: I know! I'm a horrible, horrible, pediphile!! But he was such a cool guy to be friends with!!!I don't know what happened!!I didn't know he was so young


Okay next topic! Testing realy $%#@ sucks, man! Especial right after your Birth-day!I was all party high and everything when suddenly they jam a book in my face asking me what a "personification" thingy is! Bastards!! Filthy,filthy, heartless Bastads!


Luckly I'm halfway through testing and soon I'll be free!!! Freedom! Freedom!!But serously, I have to do good in this test and just school in general really. I have found my dream college and it ain't easy to get in to let me tell ya. I gotta start biting that bullet!


And you know what? they say if I get my poems published it would really boost my getting in to a college. Particularly My dream college!! So, that being said, I will try my best to get published!!:insert Fruits Basket's Tohru determined face here:


And On that note, I would really appreciate it if all my peoples would comment on my stuff! It doesn't even have to be nice! All I ask is some freed-back so that I know what's good and what's not! So that I can choose one for college stuff!


So that's all! I hope to update this, but again no promises! later!

Hi everyone!! I need to keep this updated, don't I? Well what can you do, huh. I'm just not reliable, is all. Is that so bad...yes. Yes it is. But I'll figure it out...eventually.


Anyway, guess how long till My B-Day?! I got in trouble last time I didn't say anything about it. So I decided ma-aybe you should guess. So what is it,huh? Huh? Huh?!! Well I'll give you a hint, it's on this month.


Sooo!! for anyone who's wondering about that story. I have a really good excuse about it!! My time is limited and I can't seem to find any of the right words for it!! Damn it where is it!!



So for any of you peoples who like Yu Yu Hakusho, come see about it! Yes, I am the anime/manga crazy nerd! but I don't care. I Love it!! So it would really mean alot to me if you checked it out and commented!


What else do I have to report on?! Let's see...Oh, there is a Guy! Yes Shock! Unfortuantly, he sends more mixed messages then somebady with a multiple personality disorder! But I got my hopes!


I'm not too worried about it,though. Que Sera, Sera. what will be will be, is all I got to say!SO that's my report! I got nothing else going. I try to update on my birthday, but no promises. Later

Holly Hell!! How long have I not written?! My god I feel like it's been forever!! And not the cute "I-haven't-seen-you-in-forever-but-it's-really-only-been-a-day". No I mean the real deal Forever!!
Truth is now a days I can't come up with a damn thing to write!

Everything has just been hectic and...Ugh! Just Ugh! But If by some mircale I get my writing mojo back for real I'll let you know.Yeah baby Yeah!!! ... Sorry, too many Awstin Powers movies lately... I'll try to cut down.

Anyway, there is a reason I said I had an anoucement in bold letters, and I'm getting to it. See, not too long ago I wrote a persuasive essay on the gay marriage issue in California. I think everyone here should know the facts of it, but just in case you didn't watch the news when everyone else was and Don't know, I'll give you a summary.

Gays wanted rights to marry. Church people who couldn't just live thier own lives didn't like that. California passed Prop 8 to banned gay marriage. And... people suck for that. Alot of people

You can guess what side I'm on. Now to people who are not on my side you've got two choices. Numero Uno- You could not read the persuasive essay I put at the end of this journal and go on with your life. Number Two- You can read, get pissed and flame me like there's no freakin' tomorrow. In which case I will ignore and not give damn about you! I respect what you think but I don't need you getting mad at me for what I think, clear?
'kay then on with that anoucement!


Persuasive Essay; No on Prop 8

My uncle is great! He’s nice to me and my siblings and very hardworking. He has a plentiful collection of books which he lets me borrow every now and then. Oh and did I mention what a killer cook he is! My uncle is great, but there are those who may not think so for only one very minor reason- well minor in my eyes at least. My uncle is gay.

He and his husband-life partner- live happily with their new adopted baby boy. However they are not happy with the politics in California right now. Proposition 8’s passing is a major upset to not only their family, but the rest of the gay community as well. This prop bans legal marriage from individuals who do not deserve the cruel and unjust elimination of their rights. It is simply unfair and un-American!

Some believe that the passing of prop 8 is good. That the right to marriage should only be given to a man and woman, as their religious beliefs say it should be. They have said many times that if prop 8 did not pass churches would be required to marry gay couples and children as young as 7 would learn about gay relationships in school. However it has recently been told to the public that California law would not force churches to marry gay couples if they did not want to, and schools have already established that they are not required to teach same sex marriage. So then why would this pass?

Prop 8 passing has hurt and upset people whose only crime was loving and caring for someone who just so happens to be the same sex as they are. These people have already been brought down by the judgment of others. These individuals are humans, just as we are. They are our friends, neighbors, sisters, and brothers. Prop 8 passing has taken away the rights of some of my closest friends and family. They have always been good people in general, so why are they being punished for who they are?

Even if religion does not acknowledge it and even if you do not like gay marriage, that still do not erase one indisputable fact; this is, without a shadow of a doubt, discrimination to our fellow Americans. After all, what was the first thing that we learned about our great country? What is it that people immigrate here for? What is that we sing so proudly about in the national anthem? That’s right, “liberty and justice for all,” that is what we were all taught.

In the end, I believe that Prop 8 should be eliminated as soon as possible. It does not have anything to do with our schools or churches and saying it interrupts or changes anyone’s lives other homosexuals is completely untrue. In addition to that, taking away a right to marry someone from another person simply because you don’t like who they’re marrying is just wrong and not what we should be worrying about now! This is discrimination, it not have something to do with religious rights or wrongs and is not about trying to shelter children from something they will eventually need to know about anyway. Fight and protest against prop 8! Don’t let others suffer and do whatever possible to eliminate it! NO ON PROP 8!!!

and that's a rap! And to the people i said I would put on my journal...Sorry...but I kind of forgot alot of people I said that to. Being gone so long tends to ruin my already sucky memory. If you still want me to do it next time, comment on my page. I can't garentee anything but I'll try to set it up, kay? Later!

Hello fellow Deviants! how yall doin' today? good? well that's great! Me? Oh you know, just doin' my thing and lovin it. (~bada bop bop ba... I'm lovin' it~) You know I been doin a lot of writing now and still passing my clases. which is amazing since I procastinate to no end. I have homework I gotta do right now and haven't do it. Ha!!... just don't tell anyone...shh!

Anyway you know what? I think Cupid went crazy during this last month! I think he just went "Ah, What the hell!" and started shootin anything that freakin moved! Cuz everyone is hookin up now! I think he grazed me too, cuz now me and this dude, who I've known for like a week or two, are... all cute and stuff... ugh! And what's worse is that I think I like it! I don't know what to do in this situation, since I have no expirience in this in kind of thing.

He's cool and all- and not to mention buff! But I've always been a loner and never been good with the whole social scene. It was just never my thing. Now, this guy is trying to get with me, and even though he trying to take it slow,he says he loves me! Bullshit!!! Ain't no such thing in love at first sight, much love at first week! Though that's more then likely because I have little faith in a thing called love. But still!! Too freakin confussing!!

Anyway that's about it with that. I hate talking about that kind of stuff! it's so stupid. What I wanna talk about is the talent I see Keep seen now! I keep findin writers with some awsome skill, and on top of that some can even draw! that's freaking cool!! I wanna supory anyway I can, cuz I know how hard it is. And you know what you should too!! Let's try to help whoever we can with thier skill!

My Peoples who got skill!-

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